No sense at all

I am a bad bad blogger. Everyone says that when they've been a long time between posts. I won't insult anyone by putting energy toward trying to think of a more original way to put it.

Bad.

"I have a vision in my mind of the life that I've left behind.

Can't you see that lost souls can't swim. You know you'll sink but you still jump in.

And It's alright to get caught stealing back what you've lost.

Yeah don't you know that lost souls can't swim. You beat them back but they'll drag you in.

And I can't say that I'm sorry for all my many sins."

And that bridge is how I feel about it. Unapologetic. Doomed to repeat it.

People, I don't know why I am always in over my head. I do it to myself. I must want it on some level. Maybe we all do.

But today was a good day. No one yelled at me. No one died. No one set anything on fire. No one got lost or ran away.

We lost some. We gained some. We are changing everything.